if I stop for a minute

But if I stop for a minute,
I think about things I really don't wanna know...

Quoting Keane, what I would add is that I do not have time to stop for a minute. This thing I'm writing right now has the intention of reminding me that I am no longer in a position to complain. For two years I've been banging my head against the wall saying "nothing happens to me, I am so bored" and all of a sudden, bang!, everything is happening. Eveyrthing is happening in the shape of university work. I am not sure where I am going with it (the reading seminars are very interesting but at the same time very 'esoteric' in terms of scope and objectives), but at least it is going somewhere. Wednesdays have become the day from absolute hell, as not only I have the 'development class' (for which I have been writing an average of 1,000 words in the last three weeks, take that!), but also imply at least two ball games, plus an extra class that does not give me any credits. My stomach is suffering the consequences and I feel I am hungry all the time cause I can't find a proper eating pattern. For some reason, I starve from half 11, and then my day becomes insanely long. I have no time to work at nights and I can't find any concentration when at home, even if alone. Fridays are a torture because I have no classes, so my body says "woohoo, lie in!" but my mind pushes me to do something - and I should be doing something, but I haven't managed to get rid of that lazy spirit that still has such a power over me. It's week 3, and the conjunction of this weekend plus the rest of the week and the start of next will be a definitive opportunity to get rid of all this silly feelings. I guess I just don't want to see myself as the lazy person that I think deep down I am. Maybe starting a proper five-a-day diet will be the key to success. LOL.

And if I stop for a minute,
I think about things I really don't wanna know.
But I'm the first to admit it,
without you I'm a liner stranded in an ice flow.